Cristina Stan

My spiritual journey started back in 2012 when I start paying ore attention to my inner voice which kept telling me to join a martial arts class. This is where I’ve been introduced to meditation & Qi Gong practices. Since childhood I’ve lived mystical experiences and saw the world in a different light than what I was tough that Life is about. And so, I become the nonconformist black sheep.

For a long time I hide & buried my empathic skills creating a version of myself which better fit to the environment and social norms. With one foot walking through traditional society and the other foot keeping it true to my inner essence, in 2018 another wave of spiritual awakening pushed me to make a decision and choose my future path.

And I Choose ME. Everything start falling apart – the old me, the old beliefs, the old world that I created, losing it all.

I used to be a fiery Aries but without any spiritual educational background (grew up in an Orthodox culture), the path become lonely & confusing. As a loner wolf, I had to
figure it out everything by myself.

For almost five years, I went through the Dark Night of The Soul facing my inner demons, my fears, downloading too many truths about myself and the loved ones, cleansing past mistakes and healing past wounds – one by one all the way back into the childhood.

Depression , isolation, anxiety & panic attacks installed in my life. I tried lots of techniques that’s out there on my own skin. Some worked while others created a new trauma that needed to be healed.

I’ve done all the inner healing by myself without any guidance. As I was going through intense pain and suffering, I felt I’m fighting alone against the whole world. Until I said: “No more. There must be a way to heal, learn, grow and evolve with ease and grace.” The next thing I know I aligned myself with my alchemy teacher, Sol Tara, and start practicing and implementing alchemical healing in my daily life.


I’ve been attracted by Ancient Egyptian Teachings when I was a teenager, and alchemy made me feel like coming back home. Although I enjoy acting like a turtle, my healing journey began to speed up in a magical, smoother way.

My Transformations as a Loner Wolf

Old Me

Tired,
Exhausted,
Burned Out,
Full of Inner Scars

• Stubbornness into Perseverance
• Rigidity into Flexibility
• Impulsivity into Thoughtful
• Anger into Calm
• Revenge into Acceptance/Forgiveness
• Impatience into Patience
• Aggression into Kindness
• Arrogance into Humbleness
• Bossy into Modest
• Resisting help from others into Asking for help
• Isolation into Solitude

My Healings as a Loner Wolf

New Me

in a
Continuous Healing & Growing Path

• Building Healthy, Strong Boundaries
• Protecting My Energy Field
• Inner Child Healing
• Breaking Ancestral Patterns
• Out of Toxic Relationships
• Trusting & Following My Intuition
• Healing Depression
• Embracing my Shadow Self

My Healings with Alchemy

Alchemy strengthen
the Inner Power
of Self-Healing
without medication or
therapy*

• Healing the panic attacks
• Mastering my emotions & thoughts
• Staying grounded and calm in challenging situations
• Boosting my confidence
• Cleansing karmic debts
• Taking my power back
• Feeling safer in a tumultuous world
• Developing my psychic abilities
• Setting free past versions of myself

*Health Disclaimer: This is my healing experience but each person’s body and health are unique and alchemical healing should not be used as a replacement for medical diagnosis, advice, or treatment. Meditation and spiritual alchemical healing are powerful tools which they should complement rather than replace conventional medical treatments.